Wednesday, 20 May 2009

still alive (no really)

Well it's been a really, really, really long time since I've updated this blog. Truth be told, it's been pushed to the back of my mind for mostly negative reasons. I won't be melodramatic; suffice to say that until a few months ago, my life has been utter sh!te. To make things short, it all hit the fan about mid-May of last year. I had an accident on my bike (my fault) and given that I walked away with a fracture of my left scaphoid (wrist) and nothing else, I could say I was very lucky - given the speed I was carrying at the time when I was attacking that left-hander.

The time that passed between then and now has basically been the worst experience in my entire life. I made some decisions, which turned out to be wrong (and bad) decisions. Hindsight is a wonderful thing, but at the time, I thought I was doing the right thing. Or at least, I believed it to be best thing to do. Obviously, things didn't work out. And I can only apologise for what transpired.

Anyways, at least I can say that I've put that episode behind me. I can only move ahead and grow stronger from day to day. I can and I will succeed, and I will do it with the help and love of my family and friends. Without them, I would be lost. So, I want to say 'thank you' to those who stood by me, and those who also continue to stand by me.

There is a significant milestone that I have set for myself. Once I get there, I will know that I have returned completely from the void. Certainly, when that day passes, there will be an entry in this blog to signify that milestone.

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